Never have I ever had this great epiphany to let go of a huge toxic hole that’s been consuming until now. And for the very first time in a long time. Im determined to let him go.
You know you have done some major healing when the things that use to upset you no longer create an emotional response. Celebrate those moments. Growth is powerful.
February’s energetic themes are self love and self care.
The main energy theme this week is closing out the old story. The past is presenting itself in the physical world, a mindset or an emotional charge and we have to decide what we are done with. If it no longer even feels worth venting about, it’s definitely ready to be released.
I’m tired of shitty relationships. I’m in one that uses me for money. Promises me holidays that makes me pay for it first then says he’ll pay me back but then backs out and blames me that he owes people money. Is it just me or is that not fucked up??? This guy has 2 months to pay me back or a 7 year relationship is out the fucking window. I don’t give a shit anymore. Some guys out there love spoiling their gfs. I have a best friend who’s boyfriend is fucking incredible with money. But not this fucker who literally would rather spend money on alcohol than buy me something nice and makes me pay for everything. He ain’t got any pride when it comes to paying. The most fucked up thing is he can’t even see it and he can’t see that it’s hurting me. I’m fucking done!!! He can get fucked!!!!
If an old toxic pattern shows up today, do not engage. Implement stronger boundaries and honor yourself. Start this year off with putting your emotional and spiritual needs first.
U kno sometimes u just gotta eat some garlic bread and move on